That my friend is why I had to stop modding. It was getting me more and more in debt, and I knew if I didn't stop I wasn't going to be in a "happy place"

Even ended up selling my wheels, US spec lights and entire turbo back blueflame system. Part of me regrets is massively, but at the same time I actually have a chance of clearing my debts now.
Just take it easy with the mods and there's no reason you can't enjoy the car. Mine's paid for in March, so until I can't justify running petrol over diesel any more, I'll hold onto it.