Sorry to hear bud.
But things do get worse

I thought things could get better but it didnt. And it f**ked my head even more.
I just want you to mentally prepare yourself just incase it does.
Yeah in the end it gets better but you got to make it better. Things don't just get better on there own. Always a job somewhere mate. Always cleaning jobs as no one wants them. Get your family together and go out or something.