Right guys, I'm gonna have to bail out.
Rather than give you all lame excuse I'm going to fess up to a rather personal problem. I'm suffering really badly from anxiety attacks at the moment and I'm a bit of a mess. Every time I try and do something social I end up not sleeping, the sweats, shakes and throwing up. Been to the docs and told I need counciling and was prescribed valium. Even the pills didn't work last night and I was up all night chucking my guts up and today at work feel like a total zombie. It's very odd as it's only when I'm wanting to go out with friends and stuff. Going to work and other everyday stuff I feel fine.
Always thought people with this kind of thing were making it up but now I'm suffering I understand how horrid it is, it's really f*cking up my life and that's making it worse.
Really sorry to let you guys down and Rhyso if you need money for the Portabog let me know and I'll paypal it to you.
Nick
