Actually got a small lump in my throat reading that. Sorry to hear your news mate. Not a lot anyone can say to ease the pain I'm sure but try and find some comfort in the fact you've given her a good life and enjoy the time you have left with her.All the best mate.
Such great people on here, thank you for all the very kind replies.Well she is seeing the vet at 11.40 so an hour to go. She is lying on her bed and has been given sausages to which she munched in seconds